Even when you are doing what you are made for and love doing, the journey can become hard. Despite the previous days of successes and insights, today I'm tired. I just don't want to do this anymore. This is silly to be doing this. What's the point?
In silence, I sit. In silence I am reminded:
- the value of this journey? abundantly clear
- the work itself? important not just to me but invaluable to those with whom I am ministering and for whom we serve
- the time each day? useful
- worth it? yep
- silly? maybe, but still what I am to be doing
Thank you, Jesus, for the grace to begin the time today at the end of myself and in total dependence on you. Thank you for restoring my strength in the midst of the time, and then giving me the wisdom to walk away at the end of the two hours into a time of rest.
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